moving on…

OMG! June is almost over. Yet, i still have not adjusted to my new environment. I know I have to help myself. But I really really can’t help feeling lonely most of the time. *sigh* Will there ever be an end to all these loneliness?? sana naman.. I can’t wait for the day I will be truly happy. I know it will come.. and I hope, soon.

take a bow (Rihanna)

How bout a round of applause?
Standin ovation…
Ooooh
Yeah yeah yeah yeah

You look so dumb right now
Standin’ outside my house
Tryin’ to apologize
You’re so ugly when you cry
(Please)
Just cut it out

Don’t tell me you’re sorry cuz you’re not
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught

But you put on quite a show
You really had me goin’
But now it’s time to go
Curtains finally closin’
That was quite a show
Very entertainin’
But it’s over now
Go on and take a bow

Grab your clothes and get gone
(You better hurry up)
Before the sprinklers come on
Talkin’ bout “Girl, I love you you’re the one…”
This just looks like a re-run
(Please)
What else is on?

And don’t tell me you’re sorry cuz you’re not
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught

But you put on quite a show
You really had me goin’
But now it’s time to go
Curtains finally closin’
That was quite a show
Very entertainin’
But it’s over now
Go on and take a bow

And the award for the best liar goes to you
For makin’ me believe
That you could be
Faithful to me
Let’s hear your speech
oh…

How bout a round of applause?
Standin’ ovation…

But you put on quite a show
You really had me goin’
But now it’s time to go
Curtains finally closin’
That was quite a show
Very entertainin’
But it’s over now
Go on and take a bow

But it’s over now…

back to school

sana by this time maging busy na ako!

nakakamiss talaga ang elbi pag ganitong time. wala pa masyado ginagawa. i remember everytime after we’ve registered for the semester, me, sol and bing (aka the Powerpuff Girls) go to the salon for some pampering. most of the time in the form of foot spa. And we would have lunch at McDo-Vega. never miss! hehe.. that was before. they’ve both graduated and moved on with their lives now. *sigh* now, i’m alone. with no one to talk to. i really miss my friends..

i miss the Bitches’ afternoon sessions at Corner or Bonito’s.

i miss dancing in the rain with nanay and ahya.

i miss the midnight chitchat with carlyness.

i miss the midnight snacks and jogging with ahya.

i miss partying at FoxRiver with the Inmates.

i miss the secret “trips” with kat and duday.

i miss the Agapita times spent with the brods.

i miss a lot of things. especially the little ones i’ve most often taken for granted. if only..

it’s May now

i have no posts for april. that doesn’t suprise me. eversince i came home, it seems there’s nothing worth writing about.. even if there is an occasion, i can’t find the urge to write about it. *sigh* i know i have to keep myself busy but i’m just not in the mood to do anything but sulk. tsk tsk. sabi nila, look at the brighter side daw. but where is it!? haay.. i know God has a plan for me. something great. patience lng ang kailangan. super habang pasensya. hehehe.. jusko! keri ko toh! (sabi nga ni Kim Chiu) hehe..

the chemistry of love

When sparks fly between two people, we’re quick to say they have "chemistry." Not everyone realizes that such couples literally have do have chemistry–it’s what’s behind those sweaty palms, the jumpy stomach, thumping heart, and nervous jitters. Chemistry also contributes to that warm, comfortable feeling you get from being with a longtime partner.

In the mid-1960’s, psychologist Dorothy Tennov surveyed 400 people about what it’s like to be in love. Many of her respondents talked about fear, shaking, flushing, weakness, and stammering. Indeed, when human beings are attracted to one another, it sets off quite a chain reaction in the body and brain. But there’s a perfectly logical explanation to those intense feelings.

The most well-known love-related chemical is phenylethylamine — or "PEA" — a naturally occurring trace ammine in the brain. PEA is a natural amphetamine, like the drug, and can cause similar stimulation. This natural upper contributes to that kick-up-your-heels, on-top-of-the-world feeling that attraction can bring, and gives you the energy to stay up all night talking to a new love. Sometimes this energy translates into the triple-espresso jitters; other times it simply keeps you wide-eyed and alert long past the time when you’d usually be yawning. "I always get excited about somebody who can keep me up late at night," says Elan Freydenson of New Jersey. "I really value my sleep."

kartoon chemistry

Ngayon O Bukas Man

Nandyan ka palagi, niyayakap ako
Nandyan ka palagi, hinahagkan ako
Di ko pinapansin mga rosas mo
Pero ang totoo, di ko kayang wala ka

Ngayon o bukas, mahal na mahal na mahal kita
Hindi ko rin kaya nang hindi ka kasama
Init nang dibdib mo’y hinahanap hanap ko
Maniwala ka sa sasabihin ko
Ngayon o bukas man, mahal kita

Nandyan ka palagi, nakaantabay
umaalalay sa bawat hakbang
Pero hindi di ito ramdam nang pusong tabang
Sana hindi pa huli ang lahat… ooh ooh

Ngayon O bukas, mahal na mahal na mahal kita
Di ko rin kaya nang hindi ka kasama
Init nang dibdib mo’y hinahanap hanap ko
Maniwala ka sa sasabihin ko

Ngayon O bukas man, mahal… kita…
Sana’y maniwala ka, hah ah ah ah…
hah ah ah aahh..

Ako ay nagkulang
Sana’y pakinggan
Mapapatawad mo pa ba ako, haaaahh..

Ngayon o Bukas, mahal na mahal na mahal kita
Di ko rin kaya nang di ka kasama
Init nang dibdib mo’y hinahanap hanap ko
Maniwala ka sa sasabihin ko
Na ngayon o bukas man, mahal kita.

yellow

Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And everything you do,
Yeah they were all yellow

    -yellow by coldplay 

silky.

What Silky Means

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don’t always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don’t have as much going for them as you do. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It’s easy to get you excited… which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don’t stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don’t get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life. You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don’t spill secrets or spread gossip. People sometimes think you’re snobby or aloof, but you’re just too deep in thought to pay attention to them. You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in. You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising. You may miss out by not settling down, but you’re too busy having fun to care.

What’s Your Name’s Hidden Meaning?

pakiusap

*by ACEL 

Bukas ay may bagong araw
Na sisikat na bahagya ang ningning
Kahit ang ulap nagpapakulimlim
Pilit sumisilip ang gintong liwanag
Sa likod ng tabing

Pakiusap sa’yo kung susulyapan
Na kahit lihim lang
Sana’y may ngiting para sa akin
Pakiusap sa’yo kung lilingon ka man
May maiiwanang buntong-hiningang
May himig ng awit na hatid ng hangin

Tulad ng ngiti mong matipid sumilay
Pilit sumisilay na paminsan minsan
Hindi man malimit, hindi man palagi
Pagka’t ang ngiti mong sumilay sa labi
Ay tulad ng ngiti ng araw
Sa likod ng ulap

Pakiusap sa’yo kung susulyapan
Na kahit lihim lang
Sana’y may ngiting para sa akin
Pakiusap sa’yo kung lilingon ka man
May maiiwanang buntong-hiningang
May himig ng awit na hatid ng hangin

happy happy

HAPPY 18th ANNIVERSARY to the ASTRVM SCIENTIS SORORITY in UPLB!

dalaga na tayo, sisses! hehe..

HAPPY HEARTS DAY to EVERYONE!