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the week that was
September 23, 2007it's almost midnight now.. but i can't get to sleep. my eyes won't shut.. maybe its because i just woke up. ehehe… had a hell of a week! i never even had the time to unwind and take in some alchol.. hihi.. except maybe for the one shot of Carlos I. i couldn't resist the temptation.. even if i had an exam the following day. hihi.. spent the night drinking coffee and listening to good music while studying (effective ba? Malay ko! hehe..). a lot has happened the past week. got the chance to go on an overnight swimming but i had to leave early to finish a report, tried to quit smoking (and i guess i'm getting there. *fingers crossed*), finished three reports, took two exams, played basketball and volleyball over the weekend. Whew! but still i gained 10 lbs! 10 lbs! i can't believe it! despite all the stress, i still gained weight.. so depressing! ehehe..
there are still a lot of things i really really wanna share.. but i think now is not the right time. i'll just keep mum about the other things happening in my life right now.. that is, for now. hihi.. 'til i get the chance to post again.. sigh.. i can't wait for the semestral break.. but at the same time, i don't want it to come. it would mean no classes to go to. and everyone will be in their own provinces taking a vacation.. and i will be left alone. it's a good thing i have cerise and my sister around.. what a relief! plus, i'm looking forward to duday's civil wedding on oct. 20. CONGRATULATIONS to you guys! i'm so excited for you and the baby!
because of you
"Because Of You" (Kelly Clarkson)
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
so sick
SO SICK by Ne-Yo
Gotta change my answering machine
Now that I'm alone
Cuz right now it says that we
Can't come to the phone
And I know it makes no sense
Cuz you walked out the door
But it's the only way I hear your voice anymore
(it's ridiculous)
It's been months
And for some reason I just
(can't get over us)
And I'm stronger than this
(enough is enough)
No more walkin round
With my head down
I'm so over being blue
Cryin over you
And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
Gotta fix that calender I have
That's marked July 15th
Because since there's no more you
There's no more anniversary
I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memory
And how every song reminds me
Of what used to be
That's the reason I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(Leave me alone)
Leave me alone
(Stupid love songs)
Dont make me think about her smile
Or having my first child
I'm letting go
Turning off the radio
Cuz I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)
Said I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)
And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishin' you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
Why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)
Why can't I turn off the radio?