umbrella

UMBRELLA

No clouds in my storms
Let it rain
I hydroplane into fame (Eh eh)
Come'n down with the Dow Jones
When the clouds come we gone
We Rocafella (Eh eh)
She fly higher than weather
And she rocks it better
You know me
An anticipation for precipitation
stacks chips for the rainy day (Eh eh)
Jay, rain man is back with lil Ms. Sunshine
Rihanna where you at?

[VERSE 1]
You had my heart
and we'll never be world apart
Maybe in magazines
but you'll still be my star
Baby cause in the Dark
You can see shiny Cars
And that's when you need me there
With you I'll always share
Because

[CHORUS]
When the sun shines
We’ll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be your friend
Took an oath
I'mma stick it out 'till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we still have each other
You can stand under my Umbrella
You can stand under my Umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(ella ella eh eh eh eh eh eh)

[VERSE 2]
These fancy things,
will never come in between
You're part of my entity
Here for Infinity
When the war has took it's part
When the world has dealt it's cards
If the hand is hard

Together we'll mend your heart
Because …

[CHORUS]
When the sun shines
We'll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be your friend
Took an oath
I'mma stick it out 'till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we still have each other
You can stand under my Umbrella
You can stand under my Umbrella

the week that was

it's almost midnight now.. but i can't get to sleep. my eyes won't shut.. maybe its because i just woke up. ehehe… had a hell of a week! i never even had the time to unwind and take in some alchol.. hihi.. except maybe for the one shot of Carlos I. i couldn't resist the temptation.. even if i had an exam the following day. hihi.. spent the night drinking coffee and listening to good music while studying (effective ba? Malay ko! hehe..). a lot has happened the past week. got the chance to go on an overnight swimming but i had to leave early to finish a report, tried to quit smoking (and i guess i'm getting there. *fingers crossed*), finished three reports, took two exams, played basketball and volleyball over the weekend. Whew! but still i gained 10 lbs! 10 lbs! i can't believe it! despite all the stress, i still gained weight.. so depressing! ehehe.. 

there are still a lot of things i really really wanna share.. but i think now is not the right time. i'll just keep mum about the other things happening in my life right now.. that is, for now. hihi.. 'til i get the chance to post again.. sigh.. i can't wait for the semestral break.. but at the same time, i don't want it to come. it would mean no classes to go to. and everyone will be in their own provinces taking a vacation.. and i will be left alone. it's a good thing i have cerise and my sister around.. what a relief! plus, i'm looking forward to duday's civil wedding on oct. 20. CONGRATULATIONS to you guys! i'm so excited for you and the baby!  

because of you

"Because Of You" (Kelly Clarkson)

Because of you
Because of you

so sick

SO SICK by Ne-Yo 

Gotta change my answering machine
Now that I'm alone
Cuz right now it says that we
Can't come to the phone
And I know it makes no sense
Cuz you walked out the door
But it's the only way I hear your voice anymore
(it's ridiculous)
It's been months
And for some reason I just
(can't get over us)
And I'm stronger than this
(enough is enough)
No more walkin round
With my head down
I'm so over being blue
Cryin over you

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

Gotta fix that calender I have
That's marked July 15th
Because since there's no more you
There's no more anniversary
I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memory
And how every song reminds me
Of what used to be

That's the reason I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

(Leave me alone)
Leave me alone
(Stupid love songs)
Dont make me think about her smile
Or having my first child
I'm letting go
Turning off the radio

Cuz I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)

Said I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishin' you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
Why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)
Why can't I turn off the radio?

a love story

Where do I begin To tell the story of how great a love can be The sweet love story that is older than the sea The simple truth about the love she brings to me Where do I start 

With her first hello She gave new meaning to this empty world of mine There'd never be another love, another time She came into my life and made the living fine She fills my heart 

She fills my heart with very special things With angels' songs , with wild imaginings She fills my soul with so much love That anywhere I go I'm never lonely With her around, who could be lonely I reach for her hand-it's always there 

How long does it last Can love be measured by the hours in a day I have no answers now but this much I can say I know I'll need her till the stars all burn away And she'll be there 

How long does it last Can love be measured by the hours in a day I have no answers now but this much I can say I know I'll need her till the stars all burn away And she'll be there 

big girls don’t cry

Big Girls Don't Cry by Fergie

Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown, full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
I'll be your best friend and you'll be my Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
'Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

to buddy

to my zwitter batchmate and buddy…

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

haay…kakamiss ang old times…i still remember those times when we would go out on "gimiks" in elbi wherein ako lang ang girl…hehe…ako ang prinsesa nila…hehe. miss you guys! and see you all soon! *mwahness* 

celebration

hayee! it has been a really really long time since my last post, and a lot has happened. i just never really had the time to write it down…so, here goes the latest happening in elbi. SJ's anniversary celebration will not be complete without a homecoming…and, of course, h\this calls for a time to get dressed.. here's a picture of the sisses "cocktail" dresses. we had such a blast that night, even though i slept after the program thanks to my migraine..

duday’s day

this was our traditional "salubong" for a brod or sis on his/her birthday. Duday (in brown) celebrated her 22nd  birthday last june 23. unfortunately, the brods were not available on this night because they had to attend an important party somewhere. so, it was only us girls and our friendly neighbors (not included in the picture). although there was only a few of us, we still had a lot of fun! especially when teri was linked to one friendly neighbor…hihi. we hope that next time the brods will be able to make it. *thanks myr for coming!

i’m back!

whew! it's been a rather long time since my last post. i've still been busy with school. and i think i will only be able to update this blog every weekend. *sad* but i'm also happy to be back in school. and this time, i have to give my everything to finally graduate! 

yesterday, i accompanied a friend to get her anti-rabies shot…and, since we haven't had the chance to have a heart-to-heart for quite a long time, we grabbed that opportunity. i found out that i've missed a lot of chismis when i wasn't enrolled last semester, and now i'm trying to catch up…hihi. i sympathize her but, at the same time,  i am not in a position to conclude since i have only heard her side regarding the matter. *sigh* life is so freakin' COMPLICATED!   

news flash!!! i am now a morning person. *clap* *clap* for the first time in my life, i wake up at 5am everyday without the help of my alarm clock. i don't know how it happened, it just did…hihi. maybe next week i can start jogging before going to class, watchatink??! hihi.